Last night, I had a series of unsettling dreams. In the first one, I was going head-to-head with my faceless boss about everything and nothing. He would speak to me and I'd be ready to rip his head off, and I would ask him a question and he'd reply by saying things like "don't you know what the hell you're doing yet?". That dream was followed by me walking down a dark street in the middle of nowhere by myself trying to find my way home. But, each time I thought that I was turning down the correct street, I would be back at my starting point. In the final segment of this nightmare, my son and I were back at our first apartment in Brooklyn. We had been evicted from our New Jersey place so we decided to take up residence at our old one until we could figure out where we were headed. My unofficial ex-boyfriend was nowhere in the picture so that gave me some solace. I guess that I must have awakened from my sleep at least three times last night because I'm tired as hell right now.
My upcoming trip this weekend is very much needed as my nerves are very frazzled and I feel the burnout emanating throughout my being. I need time to seriously re-energize cause I feel that I'm on the verge of a serious breakdown.
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