Am I a True Friend?

I like to consider myself as such. Granted, I've been terrible in the past with putting up the effort to maintain friendships and some of them have suffered because of it. But, as I've matured and learned to understand just how important my friends are to me, I feel that I've turned things around. I keep my circle of friends small because there are only a few people around me who I can count on through thick and thin. These select few are my comrades and I know that if needed, they would be right by my side. So, I try to do the same. Treat them the way that I'd want to be treated.

So, what do you do when you discover something that makes you feel as if one of those people are distancing themselves from you for some unknown reason? Especially if you have no clue if you're to blame for the sudden shift? What if you were told one thing and then found out it wasn't what it seemed. How should you react. I don't know.

What I do know for sure is that it doesn't lessen the hurt that I feel at the moment.